If winter comes, can spring be far behind?

A Trap

⊆ 5:52 PM by Yasi Xu | . | ˜ 1 comments »

I hate making choices. And if there's a phobia towards it, I think I have that kind of phobia. Being an adult means making endless choices. Maybe I'm just not used to it, yet.

It hurts when you make a choice that yourself doesnt even know if it's right or wrong. Or, there isn't really a clear-cut between right and wrong. We can't forsee things.

Following your heart is difficult. Yet, I have failed.

Are we supposed to following our hearts after all? hmm...

Sometimes things just come up and there's hardly room for your "free will". It's all at a sudden. And there is no alternatives. That's when it sucks.

Please, forgive me, for making the choice which isn't fully my heart's desire...


101%?

⊆ 4:21 AM by Yasi Xu | . | ˜ 0 comments »




My friend sent me this. You might have seen it before.
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:
What Equals 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations where someone wants you to GIVE OVER 100%.
How about ACHIEVING 101%?
What equals 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions:
If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.
If: H-A-R-D-W-O- R- K 8+1+18+4+23+ 15+18+11 = 98%

And: K-N-O-W-L-E- D-G-E 11+14+15+23+ 12+5+4+7+ 5 = 96%

But: A-T-T-I-T-U- D-E 1+20+20+9+20+ 21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:

L-O-V-E-O-F- G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+ 6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, It's the Love of God that will put you over the top!
This is pretty sweet =)


T_T

⊆ 6:58 PM by Yasi Xu | . | ˜ 4 comments »

This is just PURE sad:

I have my calculus final this Saturday from 1:30pm - 4:30pm. I emailed my professor to try to reschedule it to Friday or some other time other than Saturday. And it turned out the school was unable to do it. The thing is taking a test on Sabbath is the last thing that I would want to do. Matthew is coming this Sat. and our leadership group is going to go over the stuff for GODencounters. And we REALLY need to get the promo materials ready asap. So it would be a rare opportunity to talk with Matthew since he is going to be the preacher at the event, plus the event will be happening not long after winter quarter starts. Oh, another thing, GV concert in Marysville at night, I really want to go to that one. Unfortunately, I just have to miss all that because of a stupid scheduled math final, which I will be acing on anyways?

For the first time I don't like this secular college.