If winter comes, can spring be far behind?

Airport and stuff

⊆ 12:30 AM by Yasi Xu | ˜ 1 comments »

I'm flying out tomorrow, to the other side of the globe. I really look forward to seeing my parents, but the 15 hour flight is not going to be so pleasant. And I have to go to the airport in the morning. Among all non-geographic locations, airport is my least favorite. I dislike the experience of getting to the airport, going through customs and security, and waiting for hours at the gate before you get on board. It's often a rather dreadful procedure. But that's not the only negative airport feeling I get. For me, it doesn't matter where I'm heading, whether a place I like or not. It's the feeling of "leaving" saddens me. I like places that I can grow attached to and airport doesn't do it for me. It is cold, impersonal and unfriendly in some ways. Though, I do love picking up people at the airport, it is always delightful.


This year I'm a little frustrated that the break is less than three weeks, yet the air fare is just as much. It's still worth it all. I will see my parents whom I haven't seen in a year. I will also get to babysit my little first cousin once removed. It's going to be precious.




time too, go on

⊆ 12:00 AM by Yasi Xu | ˜ 0 comments »

I'm pretty good with dates, and as I remember, it's been exactly a year since I met this sailor who survived a shipwreck. Throughout the year I have been adjusting to some changes and I finally come to the realization that time doesn't heal, nor does it kill. What you do with it is what matters. It gives you something you can always look back at, whether good or bad. And when you do look back, though it could be painful, you will know what to leave behind.


brief

⊆ 4:46 PM by Yasi Xu | ˜ 0 comments »

War, is the stage of life I'm at. And it has only just begun.


Salute those who bled and sacrificed for freedom, who fought the battles and now deserve peace.

Happy Veterans day!


panic and choke

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Gladwell's new book comes out in a week. Well, it is more of a collection of his selected articles published in The New Yorker magazine from the past decade. Though the contents aren't necessarily "new", I am expecting the book to be a well-put-together photo album of modern american culture and civilization, which by no means am I talking about only the positive aspects. It will be well worth the time to read some of Gladwell's old works and find out how his perspectives have changed over the years. He's a journalist after all. The book should have a fairly high gold content. I don't think I can wait till Oct. 20. I'm going to dig out some if not all the articles in The NYer's archive database to get a sneak peak of the selection.

Funny thing, one of the writings "The Ketchup Conundrum" was published in September 2004. I actually remember seeing it in The New Yorker at the time because I was in RI and the household had subscription.

"Mustard now comes in dozens of different varieties. Why has ketchup stayed the same?" Who would ever come up with that besides Gladwell? I sometimes wonder what this guy's brain is made of.


Drummer

⊆ 5:15 PM by Yasi Xu | ˜ 0 comments »


This album is on my queue.

Patrick Carney of The Black Keys put the group together and he himself plays the role of bassist. All the members are drummers. You can see it as a "side-project" they are doing to kill time aside from their own bands' stuff. But it's clear that they came together for a change, as well as a challenge.

Don't be stereotypical, drummers are usually just being humble. They are great composers too. If you know what I mean.





i hide myself within my flower

⊆ 1:00 AM by Yasi Xu | ˜ 0 comments »

Rediscovered my Emily Dickinson collection today while organizing closets, sat down and read this:


"I hide myself within my flower
That wearing on your breast -
You - unsuspecting, wear me too -
And angels know the rest.

I hide myself within my flower
That, fading from your vase -
You - unsuspecting, feel for me -
Almost a loneliness."

- I Hide Myself Within My Flower (1859, 1864)